Its me....but who is it actually?

It's me...But really who is this "ME". Is it "Me" that I know from the last 30 years. No...Its a changed "ME". I am no longer naive about life. It can cheat you. It can cheat you when you are least expecting it. I know there are other people who are not nearly as fortunate as me. But still...Life has no right to play with me like this. It has played its most cruel joke on me and my family. We were just hoping for good days to come and instead been thrown into deep sorrow that no one can ever really understand.
Its been 10 weeks since I lost my son "Mihir" to a unknown reason. Today is my parent's wedding anniversary and they should have celebrated it with their First grandson. But alas!....its not going to happen. Is it ever going to happen? that I do not know.

But I am going to try my best to make this day a good one for both of them. Suresh was talking about all of us going for dinner. I do not want my parents to be sad forever. They have "Me" to celebrate their life for.